I am sitting here tired. I should be in bed, but don't feel like wasting my alone time sleeping. Although when my son wakes up in the middle of the night for a feeding I will definately regret staying up late. However, I have a lot on my mind right now, so I am unable to wind down enough to fall asleep. Tonight I went to church. I love going to church and need to start making this a priority. I feel refreshed and focused again. I also, feel the need to pray more. Pray for others who really are struggling right now. To start I know my grandmother and mother both need encouragement and two of my friends are going through a rough breakup. Anyhow, church was so good. The worship music was good as always. The bible passages read & studied were encouraging. They really did encourage me to pray for those who are struggling right now and who could use the encouragement. So this is my prayer for my family and friends. I pray the Lord will comfort them, that they may feel the presence of the Lord, that this may comfort them and encourage them in their struggles.

I am not sure if I am the only one this happens to, but another friend is moving away. It seems as soon as I meet someone new and fun to hang out with, they move. There are a lot of people who move to Arizona every year, great weather year round, major sports teams, good job market especially considering our current economy. But for some reason my friends always move away. Why is this? They never seem to like it enough to stay. My family is here, so it would take a lot for me to move away. I find it very important to be close to my family and would miss them dearly if we moved. Although I must admit that I do see the draw in moving and trying out different places to live. I will just have to travel more when our little ones get a little bigger and we are able to get out a little more. Anyhow, I am bummed. Just when I meet someone I can hang with, they are leaving.