Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I know that most people enjoy their weekends. It seems everyone does something and hangs out with the husband. And I don't want to sound completely negative, but that isn't the case for me, atleast not lately. Lately, my weekends have been more work than relaxation. And when I say work, I am not accomplishing anything with my weekends. On Monday I was still working on my laundry, my floors still need to be mopped. Instead of accomplishing anything, I feel resentment towards my husband for actually relaxing on the couch during the weekend while I wish I could relax or get something done. Right now, getting anything accomplished per say is impossible. I am at home with two kids who require all of my time and energy and everything else has been pushed aside. The good news is my husband has "called in the calvary" today. My mother in law will be here Saturday night and is staying for 10 days to help me and hang out with the kids. I won't know what to do with myself. To have a free hand is going to mean so much to me. Thank you God for these small things that will save my sanity. Thank you for a husband who seems to know when it is time to make things right, whether that means making me laugh so I can't stay mad at him, calling in a maid service or calling his mom for help.